you think i’m gonna change when i move schools? that i’m not going to want to be friends with you anymore? you’re supposed to be my best friend, but you’re the one that’s changed. you’re the one who constantly craves attention and i can’t handle it anymore. if it’s not all about you, then we don’t even speak! you can’t talk about the opposite sex unless it’s about them being interested in you, or a conversation you had with one of them. we can’t talk about me without you turning it around to you. i know i sound selfish, but you have changed. you’re not the person i became best friends with, and i don’t know how much longer we will stay best friends.
it’s horrible, but i really hope you don’t get into the school i’m going to, it’ll change you even more for the worse.
feeeeeling like shit
idek what’s wrong with me now.
i just feel ugly, and worthless, and i want to cry.
i feel like i can’t talk to anyone about what’s wrong, i know my friends would always be there for me, i just don’t feel comfortable with it anymore.
after texting every day non-stop for three weeks, he didn’t reply.
it’s now been a week and we haven’t spoken.
i’m not going to keep putting in the effort if he isn’t.
i guess we’re not speaking until he speaks first.
my best friend wrote on our other friends wall that she wants to talk to her.
apparantly she’s been feeling ‘bummed out’ all day.
and she didn’t want to talk to me about it.
wow, that makes me feel great, thanks a lot.
talking to my best friend about leaving, and she didn’t seem very supportive.
i’m really upset that i’m not going to remain friends with everyone, and she just said well, make more effort then. she doesn’t even care that i’m feeling like shit, and it’s going to be inevitable, she’s just too quick to blame me.
